We have all had points in our lives where a situation was just to embarrasing, funny, or just so stupid to the point you could have just died or at least felt like it. (Don't go dropping dead now)
So, care to share some stories of such times?

For me, it would have to be a time long ago, back when I had shame. I came to school late and upon walking into the classrom, we had apparently gotten new seats. The teacher was not present at the time and no one would tell me where I sat, for I was the class punching bag, so I had to stand in a corner for 15 minutes. I knew my face was red as I could feel the heat of embarrasment. Dick classmates are dicks. But one thing that was accomplished from that I learned to snap my fingers.

Hmmm..
I've had my periods concerning school. Moments when I just kept thinking, why not give up and stop all this nonsense. I still have those moments, not as strong like the used to be, but they're still there. Usually school is the cause of this, aka exam pressure etc. But sometimes I just seem to fall in a ditch and can't seem to crawl out. Pikachu knows. How beautiful love can be, it can also cause me worries, sorrow, anger and sadness.. Love is complicated stuff.

Hmm... well... it was at the beginning of elementary school. Same as Drake, I was kind of the punching bag. Once a certain bathroom "incident" happened I wanted to die. And yes it's related to me being a punching bag at the time. I wanted to leave the town but even that was scary. So death was the only option and I was thinking about it. Thinking about it until I made friends with a classmate that had that special indifference in him. After we became friends I changed my way of thinking. Why should I die? Make them die instead. And so my fighting life began. OK at this point I realized I wrote over 50 lines about my fighting life. Deleted...

When ever you screw up big time or when you are laughing very hard.

Tensa said:
...Same as Drake, I was kind of the punching bag...

Okay, I know me and Drakeo have the same character avatar, but I'm Black Rock Shooter. T_T

Black_Rock_Shooter said:
Okay, I know me and Drakeo have the same character avatar, but I'm Black Rock Shooter. T_T

O-Oh ..... then who's Drak--- .... oh .... Drakeo is Drakeo ... sorry Metal Freak TwT

This was around the time I started practicing my swordsmanship.
My friend had LARP stuff and I said "Bet I can kick you ass!". So we fought.
I lost 20 times. I felt like killing someone.

I think it was my sixth birthday party, someone had put their cupcake on the bench at McDonalds, and I sat on it. Looking back on it, it was a waste of a good cupcake. Shame.

Then in high school, at Recruit Training(like boot camp, but for a high school program I was in) we all had to sit at tables with our companies, but there wasn't enough room for me, so they had me sit at another companies table. After that, we had to go sit with our companies on nearby bleachers, but I got confused and sat with the same people that I had sat with before. When they took role, one company was missing one person, and one company had one extra. That was me. After that, I was put in charge of keeping count of people in my company as punishment.

When I was in middle school several teachers would make misbehaving children sit next to me as a punishment. That was rather mortifying.

I wonder if that's one of the reasons why I feel uncomfortable when I'm alone with someone else...

I don't think I've had any of those moments. When I was younger I was always so hyper and happy nothing put me down. I remember being sent to a corner and I made friends with the wall. Now I'm so mellow that nothing really affects me.
Wait, I can't really tell if this really happened or not (might of been a realistic dream. only reason I'm suspicious is because I never heard of it again) One day, in between when I was hyper to mellow, when I got my grade from a teacher it was really bad and I just started crying in the middle of class (not sure why, didn't particularly care about my grades cause the work was so easy it didn't interest me to actually do it. I think it was because I was worried about a punishment at home) and I couldn't seem to stop myself. And this was in 7th grade (I think) It was just so out of character for me then and I never heard rumors about it which Is why I wonder if it was a dream.

From the kindergarten till middle school my life s*cks. I got treated like crap. All I wanna do was hiding somewhere and cut myself from the world outside. One day a girl hugged me and whispered in my ear:" I show you how to live". After that I followed her blindly. She was so strong and I want to be like her. After some time passed I got into my new life as someone else, someone stronger. I helped others who where like me and I started to give a sh*t on grades I just want to live and help. I was so happy back then, it was about my 15th age. She and I where like sister(She knows that I want to be a girl *-*). We where a dream Team in everything we started and I got my lifewill back.
I´m 18 now and I find my own way to keep things on status quo.
The way to solve things may change, but the reason why I do this is still the same.

For some reason, when I read Kojus I felt like I was reading a summary for an anime.

JJK said:
For some reason, when I read Kojus I felt like I was reading a summary for an anime.

mhm kinda cool. Then my life was even better ^^

Koju said:
-snip-

"I'll follow you through blind eyes to a world where I can see us pushing on into the light."
That seem about right?

Very interesting story you had there, a little heart warming for me.

in all honesty 99% of my social interactions, leave me with such a feeling

Haha...then I won't even start.

Koju said:
From the kindergarten till middle school my life s*cks. I got treated like crap. All I wanna do was hiding somewhere and cut myself from the world outside. One day a girl hugged me and whispered in my ear:" I show you how to live". After that I followed her blindly. She was so strong and I want to be like her. After some time passed I got into my new life as someone else, someone stronger. I helped others who where like me and I started to give a sh*t on grades I just want to live and help. I was so happy back then, it was about my 15th age. She and I where like sister(She knows that I want to be a girl *-*). We where a dream Team in everything we started and I got my lifewill back.
I´m 18 now and I find my own way to keep things on status quo.
The way to solve things may change, but the reason why I do this is still the same.

JJK said:
For some reason, when I read Kojus I felt like I was reading a summary for an anime.

Seems reality is becoming a better source for anime ideas than imagination is.

It's actually quite funny looking back, in a twisted sort of way. I was caught having sex with my girlfriend in an unused classroom at school. Atleast we thought it was unused. Two professors and six students walked in right at that moment where it is undeniable what we were doing.

Ohh man, how did that blow over? I can't even imagine.

My girl got off scott free, not her school. I on the other hand got a lengthy conference with my mother and father. The results were unpleasant. It was the absolute embarassment of the issue however that caused me trouble in all actuality.

i've had some moments in elementary school where i felt like dieing, but that only lasts for a few hours usually and it changes to the "why kill myself when i can kill them?" mentality.

yes just like dra-... black rock, i was the school punching bag. At some point someone i knew was going to transfer in from somewhere else, my best advice to him was that he does not know me. he did not listen...things did not go well for him.

in any case at some point in 7th grade i snapped in the middle of art class while the teacher was out of the room and nearly beat a kid's head in with a chair. it was one of those heavy tube metal ones which are extra high which you had to lift your self onto. thankfully i had self control and didn't.

When I was in high school a few people made fun of me as well.
Breaking one of the offenders arms put an end to that real quick though.
2 weeks suspension and getting yelled at was worth the 3 more years of fear(from the bullies)/respect(from the other bullied people).

Never heard of that one Zanifar.

Xavier said:
When I was in high school a few people made fun of me as well.
Breaking one of the offenders arms put an end to that real quick though.
2 weeks suspension and getting yelled at was worth the 3 more years of fear(from the bullies)/respect(from the other bullied people).

To quote a bold conversation about fighting back against bullies:
Principal: "I can't just let you take things into your own hands."
Student: "I take things into my own hands because you don't."

I missed this thread somehow. Well, for me it's fairly recent. It's definitely the time that, under various influences and circumstances, I let a girl do girly things to me. Not under-the-covers girly things; I mean she did my hair. She did my nails, she put me in clothes that were the type that had me wishing I was wearing a sandpaper and barbed wire suit instead. Pink, really girly stuff... I'm traumatized for life. Many unpleasant things happened that day.

Black_Rock_Shooter said:
We have all had points in our lives where a situation was just too embarrasing, funny, or just so stupid to the point where you could have just died; or at least felt like it.

fixed. sorry, i just had to do that, nazi grammar instincts kicking in o.o

something that happened to me once

i could never want to die but i felt so bad when i was 12 a remer was that i liked the teacher whispering around the class came to my table and a kid yelled out u like the teacher!!! no i whispered trying to hide i was almost going to cry i actully disliked my teacher later my boy friend who was a tall cute japanese guy said i was to embarasing and asked for the manga books back that he gave me i look back at it as not such a big deal now i as i was only12 now im over it but i could not face him ever

my teacher once asked me if i loved him. i did like him very much, but i told him i couldn't love him cuz he was my teacher. then he said, "what if i wasn't your teacher?". i miss him now.

otaku_emmy said:
my teacher once asked me if i loved him. i did like him very much, but i told him i couldn't love him cuz he was my teacher. then he said, "what if i wasn't your teacher?". i miss him now.

Sounds like a plot from a romantic drama manga/anime.

Begin the writing process!