Real sad girl hours tonight.

Don't help that I feel like I just watched Ryan Newman die in a horrific NASCAR crash. That only fucked me up worse. I'm not even that in to NASCAR but it's...so fucking sad. It sounds stupid to say it but I don't want anyone to die. I'm tired of people having to die, and I get tore up lately when I think about people dying. I get really sad when I think about how I wish I could go back and stop people from dying. Like Jeremy Ward. Or that little girl in South Carolina. Or the woman in my state who somehow died in a dumpster and got carried off to the landfill.

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Edit: Oh thank God. He's not dead. Jesus Christ. He's not in good shape but he's not dead.